The suffering becomes my brain
And all senses fade away
And my sanity has gone
And I distrust anyone
Now I can't see your eyes
I'm aware you told me lies
I realize that I'm betrayed
I try to think I'm only strayed
That's the way to leave of life
Should I live or should I die
Because the freedom has been drained
Because the love which I have claimed
Soul and brain, they scream and shout
But this noise is not too loud
And noone has listened to me
Besides this pain and misery
Now I can't see your eyes
I'm aware you told me lies
I realize that I'm betrayed
I try to think I'm only strayed
That's the way to leave of life
Should I live or should I die
Because the freedom has been drained
Because the love which I have claimed
All these things are not astray
There are problems which are stayed
And I tried to hide my face
But I can't hide my disgrace
Now I can't see your eyes
I'm aware you told me lies
I realize that I'm betrayed
I try to think I'm only strayed
That's the way to leave of life
Should I live or should I die
Because the freedom has been drained
Because the love which I have claimed
Dmitry Suzeren